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| this year was a good start to my four years at rutgers :)
just some good times, chronologically:
- meeting my favorite people, conveniently my suities and triangle: kiersten & alyssa <3 <3
- being the shy, quiet asian because i didnt want to scare anyone with how truly crazy weird i am
- irish party! first sip (!!!!)
- getting on the wrong bus 3 times (LX, REXL, same thing! ...aparently not)
- meeting tyler and instantly clicking because we both said "lupe" at the same time after steph talked about a "fiasco"
- taking supreme advantage of free transit week (dylan's candy bar with kiersten, hairspray with triangle and veda)
- going a little crazy with the discovery of new "substances" and college ave; adding two notches to my belt
- joining ballroom club and falling in love with dancing
- spontaneous dance party with alyssa, belting out celine dion and backstreet boys
- going shopping crazy and spending $713 during the month of december and showing alyssa my super deal finding skillzz :)
- being depressed because i was losing faith in music
- being bff with the Men And Their Hoes group (botany club)
- seeing daniel radcliffe's "wand" in Equus and being disappointed HAHA
- starting to talk to veda during winter break and realizing that we complete each other's robotness <3
- getting sick for TWO MONTHSfdsflsdflds (sorry alyssa!!)
- getting over the college ave phase and transferring to having fun with board games (and etc)
- winning position of treasurer for ballroom next year and doing my first competition and developing crushes on natasha&alex <3
- realizing that you could meet someone who could change your life on any given day
- going to nyc and carnegie hall to see the philadelphia symph orchestra and getting excited to my bones by true true music
- finding my faith in music again because of one of my favoritest person in the world, ryan my standpartner, and because of lg
- remembering why i am always going strive to be a robot
- beach trip on absolutely the MOST perfect day with triangle plus jaegermeister
- a great night with shady kevin & posse with veda-- NAHZ, HOHHD UP, HEY KOREA, YOU RACIST
- a wonderful birthday of first seeing my jps band babies and then getting embarrassed in the middle of the jps old gym and then coming home to the entire fifth floor in my room with ice cream cupcakes and a pound bag of gems :)
- getting a job at harvest moon and being really excited to eventually be a waitress because i know i'd be really good
- drama rama and h8 to create an awesome season finale
- being really excited for next year's suite: apple, shmoopy, diva v, queen b, nahz, (honorary member)
overall, it was a really good year for learning--learning things about myself and how to live.
in the beginning, i lost who i was because i was so eager to make friends; i disappeared into a wall flower. it took a year, but i found the people who i will always feel comfortable being crazy around. i cant wait to spend another year with them :) this is the most important thing that happened to me this year. i need to be true to myself at all times, no matter how weird people will think i am because that's just the way it BE, boogers. i'm not going to waste time on people whom i do not appreciate nor appreciate me. who currs if people dont like me. :) i love love love my girls of mccormick <3
i lost my love for music during first semester, but i rediscovered it with the inspirational roomies of newell 225. thank you so much! love is infectious. i'm going to practice like crazy this summer to get up to par to the way i was before. i want to be in the top of the section even as a music minor because i know i can. no way am i going to half-arse doing something i love!
i love english. i dont care how many people tell me that it's not a "real" major. eff that! if it's not real, i dont want a real major. i love shakespeare. i love music. i wish i loved something more logical like math and science, but OH WELL! i'm going to be the best english major and environmental policy and music minor in the world.
i want to start gaining experiences. i want to travel, i want to volunteer, i want to see. next summer i'm going to bolivia. end of senior year i want to study abroad in england. eventually i'm going to go to arizona for the alternate winter break program.
i cant wait for next year :) :)
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| i have a story!
so on the way to the library from the student center on college ave, i was wearing my super cool green sunglasses and listening to my ipod when i felt a tap on my shoulder. i turned around, and this tall, "cool" asian boy was standing in front of me--spikes, flip flops, shorts, etc. not bad looking. so he beckoned me over with his index finger, and i was naturally confused so i looked around and pointed at myself and asked, "me??" he nodded yes and said, "come here," so i did. he looked at me, paused, and then said, "you're cute as hell."
HAHAHAHAHAH
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| 1. i got a 97 on my 2nd shakespeare midterm, so i have a 95 average in that class as of now. SCORE!
2. prof huemann, my pre-law advisor, thinks i'm a star student because of my SAT scores har
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| 1. i got a job as a hostess at Harvest Moon :) :)
2. i went salsa dancing!
3. i only had one chocolate egg for dessert today!
yesterday:
1. alyssa got the floor to come sing happy birthday to me last night, AND she bought me coldstone ice cream cupcakes!! i ate three.
2. she and kiersten bought me GEMS so i could GLAM EVERYTHING! AND urban decay eyeliner!!
3. i got to see my jps loves :)
4. i had a delish parfait from mcdonalds.
5. rw and ta and i have a good rapport going on :)
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| i just read through my old xanga entries and went all the way up to the one i wrote when i turned 16. that was exactly three years ago. dang. how time flies! i was reading through all these entries, and i was such a happy person. not that i'm not happy anymore! i think every single entry i wrote was about band hahahahaha. dayum i loved that group, and i still do, so it is especially fitting that i am going back today (15 more hours!) to see and perform for them. i am really excited!
right now i'm really... i dont know! content, i think is the word. i've had a great second semester--i know i was sick for half of it, but the other half was awesome. i made a new friend who has left a little pinhole of longing in me, but i expect that pinhole to be squared away soon enough. i made new friends in ballroom and am sad that i became part of their "family" just as they are about to graduate. my roommate was such a great friend to me tonight-- we did nothing, just ate banana bread and chocolate and watched tv because she's being super nice to me today. i borrowed kiersten's dress for tomorrow, or rather today's concert, and i look smashin'. :) it's just unfortunate that i want someone to dress up for. and it is also rather unfortunate that i ended that sentence in a preposition!
anyway, if it were up to me, i would stay 18 forever. it is a good age. it was a good year. i dont want to leave it, ever. i feel like once i'm 20, i'm going to start feeling really old. NOW is the prime time of my life. i really hope i am making the most of it. i definitely did during high school--i want to be able to say the same thing about college four years down the road. i can't wait to study in europe during my senior year.
dayum i was looking at my old pictures and i was so chubby! dayum! no more chocolate for me! ...well, for now. as in during this hour. :p
i'm different now. in a good way? maybe. i know i'm still happy, just a different kind of a happy. perhaps no longer a "puking sunshine" kind of happy, and that's unfortunate too. i want to spew sunshine every day of my life. i think i am in a melancholy mood because of the great times i had in the past; the past as in a month ago and the past as in years ago.
but i have much to look forward to (dang preposition)! hopefully i get this waitress/host job at harvest moon, along with the research RA position for next year. hopefully i become a robot and forget about all these emotions such as melancholiness :p
i'm glad i took down my - from facebook because i know who really considers me a good friend and remembers. i know i shouldn't hold that as a gauge of how good of a friend someone is, but it just makes the person extra special when they stay up late just to say happy - or when they shoot me an IM shortly past midnight. :)
i dont want to grow up. i want to be 18 forever. even if i could turn back time... impossible as it may seem... but i wish i could bay beehhh ehh
too bad it's raining tomorrow. i dont curr though as long as i see my lovelies. i hope i dont cry HAHA that would be embarassing. i dont think i will though. i want to play in woodwind quintet again. dayum.
i am embarassed of what i wished for 11:11. i should know better. robot!
i think i'm sleepy now. i'm going to work out for a long time tomorrow at the gym to burn off all that banana bread and chocolate. good stuff though. and i was allowed to because it's my birthday. yahar!
i dont like bringing up the fact that it's my -- today. not that i dont like the attention because of course i do, but just because... i dont know. is it because i dont want to bother people? nah. i think i just dont want to be one of those girls who wears a tiara and sash and button and counts down to her day just so she could be in the center of attention. counting down to the day where you can be in the center attention. that is so retardo. i do not like that.
anyhoo, why is this entry so depressing?! i dont understand. no entiendo! i dont think i should've read through all my old entries today. nor should i have looked through almost his entire fb. i am so gross! i'm glad i did ab exercises. and watched seinfeld. unfortunately i pay a lot more attention to seinfeld because he likes it. gross. i am gross.
time is really weird in college. i cant believe something happened only a couple of days ago, yet this week seems to be dragging and it's only tuesday. maybe it's because i cant wait to see jps hawks tomorrow haha. cant wait!
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